Tough Love

The last three weeks have been extremely trying and stressful. With trying to find some way to go to school, work and feel good about it all I have worked myself into a frenzy. And then to top it all off Brad and I hit a rift in our relationship and from there everything has gone downhill. I think I have finally realized that I stopped listening to promptings while dating Brad about the mission. Before Brad came I had received my answer and things started working out so I could turn my papers in. But because I loved the idea of dating Brad I thought the lord put me on another path. Well he didn't I did. And I am now finding myself currently single as of tonight. My heart isn't broken and it was a mutual break up. I feel bad for hurting him. I just finally listened to a red alarm in my heart. Anyway so that's the update. I am pretty sure I will be finishing those papers here soon and working towards scrapeing money together again. It has definitely been a lesson of tough love this month.