Wednesday, May 5, 2010


The above pictures ( for those of you who have not seen facebook) is me as Cruella in a Melodrama I did for my singles ward. The plot is about Aurora the sleeping beauty, Cinderella, and Belle all wanting to find true love with 3 princes who seem to be an unlikely match. A story teller directs the play and the Fairy Godfather and I fight each other in trying to make love happen/ or not happen. I was against love. He he he. It was so fun. I have red glitter everywhere in my hair and what they call fantasy makeup designs on my face. I hardly looked like me. Even my mom didnt recognize me. There are lots of pictures, maybe i'll put a slide show together.
I have to say that I did not expect that many replies on my last post. But they did bring understanding and help. I appreciate all comments even if you wanted to keep quiet. ;D They definately made me laugh and smile at all of you. I wish I could afford to move out to Nebraska. It would be an adventure I would love to have!!! Alas money would be an issue and so would my job. But i'll keep the idea in my heart for another time. Who knows maybe Mr. Handsome Right is there. Ha ha ha that is an intriguing thought. I am so close to having my mission papers its unreal. Now that the time is here to start them Im getting anxious. I dont necessarily have doubts but can address them as concerns that I have. Sheez growing up is hard. Ha ha ha

Sunday, May 2, 2010

A little Understanding?

So today at church one of the bishopric members came up to me and said, "come sit down and lets talk. " My first reaction was "Oh no, not a third calling!" well he really did just want to talk. I have been in the process of getting mission papers and he asked me that how it was going. I told him that its been slow and that it is getting there. Then he asked another question as if he was trying to clarify something, "So are you dating anyone?" ouch. Well the plain and simple fact is that Im not and never really have. He then continued to say watch you'll find someone and not go on a mission. You'll get married instead. At this point in my head im thinking, "yeah right!" on the other hand another part of me started thinking that would be nice and i could live with that. Well here is another piece of the puzzle. Life has been rough for me lately and I seem to be changing in behavior and habit. I know that I have to change back to my old self just more mature in some areas so that I can go on a mission/get married. But here is my question; How come every time a girl gets ready to go on a mission, most people decide to throw the "you'll get married instead" line out there? It drives me crazy because obviously the girl is at a time in her life where that is not going to happen. Yes sometimes it does happen granted but not always. We all do want to get married just at the right time. Anyway if anyone has an answer please help me out.