Have you ever sat down to Blog and then look at the page as if you type its going to come alive and bite you? Or just simply cant come up with a way to say something you know you want to say? Well thats me today.
There are a lot of emotions running through me this week. The majority are of excitment, anticipation, nerves... but one that keeps coming back is just sad. Many things go into this emotion, regret, the fact that im leaving my friends and parents, walking into the dark, and knowing this is going to be hard. Dont get me wrong, I am so thrilled to finally be doing something out there but of my own accord. To take the chance and start a new life. A life thats all my doing. Creating me and who I am. But this one emotion is what has made me cry myself to sleep the last couple nights. So how can I move forward from this emotion? Put all my energy to moving and taking care of things? Any suggestions? Im sure there will be many more tears especially next week when I do move, but until then I need to keep going. Wednesday doesnt seem that far away anymore.
It's okay to be sad, you're mourning your old life. Allow the sadness to come and then let it move on. Change is inevitable, but that doesn't mean that it won't make you a little sad, and it doesn't mean that it won't make all the difference in the world to you later on. GOOD LUCK!
ReplyDeleteNEXT WEEK?!? Already here! Wow. I didn't realize it was happening already. It's normal to be sad, just think of all the positive experience that will be coming your way and the fact that you will be making MORE friends. The more the merrier, right? I like to tell myself that every time I move and make friends in different states, that one day when I'm traveling, no matter where I am, I will always have someone's house to stay at :) Change is the beginning of new growth. Never forget the good ol times and smile and laugh and cry about the memories, just remember that more great memories are about to begin :D Love ya! <3
ReplyDeleteDon't be surprised if the tears keep coming for a few weeks if not more after you move. Things will be different than how they were at home. Things will be different here than what you remembered. One thing that will help you compared to moving to a completely different place is that you have family here to help and love you.
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